Day 34

Day 34 - Feelings & Such

I must not get discouraged. I must not get discouraged. I must not get discoura.. Okay, I'm not going to lie. It hurt my feelers a bit this morning when I had a pretty significant weight gain. Well, actually, my stupid digital scale was playing with my emotions, since it was showing a gain from .4 to 3.2 pounds. So I went with the measurement that seemed to keep coming up the most. After weighing about a millions times, over and over. Yes, I cried. Duh, you knew that. It was really hard to see that since {a} I have been extremely faithful to this thing, and {b} Do you know how BAD I wanted to eat what everyone else was eating yesterday? Of course you do! Well, you do if you read yesterday's entry :) Oh, well, hopefully tomorrow brings me better news. I'm not too sure if it will, since I skipped my injection this morning. But hopefully, I will see what I want to see.

Day 34 Diet - 500 Calories

For lunch I cooked my 100g pre-seasoned, pre-measured chicken tenderloins, and cut them up to make a salad with a few leaves of torn Romaine lettuce & spicy brown mustard as a dressing. A bread stick, and green apple on the side. It was *okay*. I've had worse, I've had better. Middle of the road for sure.

Dinner was even less okay. I made tilapia, and paired my fish with 3.5 ounces of grape tomatoes, toast, and an orange. Even though the fish was good, it just wasn't what I wanted. I decided that I needed to stay away from beef as much as possible today, in hopes it would boost my loss tomorrow. I think I've officially burnt myself out on fish so much this round, that it's just not as appetizing anymore. Sigh. Not what I needed, lol. Needless to say, the orange was definitely the best part of the whole meal. Strike that, it was literally the best part of my daily food intake.

Weight gain from Day 33 = 1.4 pounds